Why don’t I go to things when invited? The other day I was invited to a hot-tub party but I turned it down and this afternoon I told my housemates I wouldn’t go to a shadow boxing workout thing with them. Ok so the hot-tub party would have consisted of me, the girl who invited me and two gay guys so I figured that I wouldn’t bother explaining how that would work to my girlfriend and decided to go home and see her instead. That turned out to be a good decision because she had a bad day and I instantly cheered her up because I’m such a charming bastard. 

Missing the boxercising also turned out to be a good idea because I’ve just turned over and now I’m watching the Comic Relief celebrity Apprentice. It looks a couple of years old, Piers Morgan just got burned by Sugar, cool, and is that Alastair Campbell?

Hmmmm maybe I do need to be a bit more spontaneous and out-going. Maybe I need a new hobby other than writing or thinking about writing. I need to get out the house more. 

OH MY GOODNESS! I just remembered I have interviews with two companies that hire English teachers in Japan coming up! I need to come up with original lesson plans or something? Argh! I don’t even know what I need to do.   

Anyway, I need to get out there and interact, get inspired by something or someone, learn important stuff. But unfortunately I don’t have the money or the time and I’m very, very grumpy so I’ll just watch TV instead. TV is a very sloppy substitute to the real world, I don’t care if it’s HD or will soon be 3D.

OK I’m “editing” this entry because it didn’t really go anywhere, it’s not like anyone is reading my tumblr or anything (apart from you Helen) but personally I hate how I blurt out these blogs merely for the sake of it so it never really feels as though I had any real point.

So, in conclusion, despite my financial woes and my grumpiness I shall endeavor to find points to me blog. And be more spontaneous.

Shit I gotta go, I have an England game to catch. 

NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY